[ It is, and he had never resented it. It was a safety mechanism that had allowed him to keep him out of the worst of the court's claws. Nobility with shark teeth that offered praise only to rip it apart.
If the baseline. It was the only way to survive. He had never cared because his sense of self had been her, she was first and last, beginning and end of him. ]
No. I never had it to begin it. [ Thinks of Garrett's prying questions. How little he had understood, and even in his red team, he knows he's not quite the standard. He was cruelly selfless, that way. ] But you -- wish for something. Else you would not be here.
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If the baseline. It was the only way to survive. He had never cared because his sense of self had been her, she was first and last, beginning and end of him. ]
No. I never had it to begin it. [ Thinks of Garrett's prying questions. How little he had understood, and even in his red team, he knows he's not quite the standard. He was cruelly selfless, that way. ] But you -- wish for something. Else you would not be here.