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corvo "FUBAR" attano ([personal profile] vindictam) wrote2014-08-30 04:26 pm

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I'm sorry this is going to action so fast

[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-11-04 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
FROM: khezek.jasper@cdc.org

Good Im hungry.



[ It's a few minutes before he enters the mess hall to find Corvo. He's hard to spot, (sneaky Reds) but once Jasper sees him he grabs a couple of apples and heads over. ]

Hey.

[ He sits down next to Corvo, back to the wall so he can see the entire hall. Pale hair hangs damply around his face, expression firmly serious. It's still slightly wet from having showered after completing Aeryn’s recommended work out, and he smells faintly of the standard shower soap.

He places one of the red apples he grabbed in front of Corvo, leans back in his seat and just stares at the other in his hands. His evaluations are soon, but he needs to do this first. Has needed to do it for a while. ]
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-11-06 09:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ What the... his eye twitches and suddenly the apple he brought for Corvo is gone. He's only just taken a bite of the one he kept for himself. Angels, if he could inhale food like that on the field he could keep the energy needed for spells up no problem.

Ack, he's staring. He quickly looks back down at his hands and frowns, remembering why he's here. ]


I... I wanted to say thanks. For savin' me.

[ He glares harder at the bitten apple in his hands, then back up at Corvo. He doesn't mean to look so angry he just... has a lot of difficulty expressing himself. ]

So thanks.
Edited 2014-11-06 21:44 (UTC)
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-11-10 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
There is. The other recruits in the crash, the ones that... that didn't make it. I looked at their files. They were a lot stronger than me, more useful, smarter, more experienced. You and Shepard could've went for them.

[ Should've went for them. It was just luck and happenstance that Shepard found him, didn't know him, didn't realize she was wasting her time dragging trash from the wreckage. But he doesn't say this. He knows better than to show his low opinion of himself, and was afraid he'd already shown too much of it the time he asked Corvo to off him, despite his given reasons.

Not that stating how the deceased recruits were more worthy of saving than he was didn't reveal his opinion. That was just stating fact. Right? He takes another bite of his apple to keep from stating any more. ]
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-11-17 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ He slows his chewing and swallows that bite of apple down hard. This is the most he's ever heard Corvo ever talk, he's kind of stunned. And he can feel the weight behind his words, and how carefully everything is measured. He wasn't terribly good at it, (thinking before speaking, that is) but many elves had it down to an art. That last statement practically makes him flush and bristle. He is nowhere near deserving of such reverence. ]

That's all real nice of you to say, but I don't think I know myself as much as you think I do... if that makes sense.

[ He thought he knew, but a chance encounter with a powerful mage right before he joined the CDC had left him with a broken image of what he thought he was capable of. With that and all the new things being thrown at him daily, he's still fumbling with re-arranging the fragments, and trying desperately to grasp at lost pieces. ]

You know I was more selfish than brave for Terra's mission. She's real sweet and deserved stickin' up for, but I was tryin' to get back to my familiar and you know it.

[ He likes Terra a whole lot, but Shani was the one he had been willing to die for, and would die for again. Terra's mission was only the reason he needed to tip the scale. If he's mad about not having another shot at being reunited with his familiar in the shuttle crash, then he's not saying so. He silently pulls out the apple's stem, picks away the seeds and starts eating the core. Angels, how was Corvo so fast at eating? ]
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-11-26 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
Emily?

[ Ah, his daughter's... er, not-daughter's name. He remembers the few times Corvo mentioned her, told him not to speak of her as his child, though he's not sure if Corvo gave a name before.

And there he goes with the sage insightful words again. It does not matter why you do it - only that you do. For once they are words backing a concept he can understand, or at least relate to. He so often found himself on the neutral side of things, and following orders made that even more simple.

He also silently hopes that will work as a good excuse for Aeryn as to why he agreed to make Dagger a whole lot of enchanted death cake. ]


A good soldier? Me.

[ He's not sure how he has been good or what favor Corvo is speaking of, (he's the one who owes for being rescued) so he leaves it. And there is still so much disbelief in his voice. Also in his eyes. Is that the beginnings of a smile he sees on Corvo's face? No, it's... it's probably just the light. ]
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-11-30 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ He frowns as his hair is mused up, but doesn't move to smooth it down right away as usual. It's not quite affection either, but he tolerates it for Corvo. ]

Dodge him, maybe. Best him, probly never. He's not one I'm interested in bestin' anyway. But thanks.

[ It's not quite there yet either, but he doesn't brush Corvo's compliments off as easily as before, and his thanks is genuine. If he could dodge someone as skilled and deadly as Wade, he might stand a chance against someone else one day. It was good encouragement, especially before his evaluation. Just enough to bring his appetite back. ]

Hm... I should probly get somethin' more to eat before that test.

[ For the amount of magic he thinks he'll be using, one apple wouldn't be enough. ]
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-12-01 09:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, he's well aware of how they 'squabble' often, and he'd rather not be. For a moment, Jasper isn't sure exactly what kind of endurance Corvo means here. He just speaks so fondly of Wade...

Food is a welcomed subject change, and he's actually taken aback at how Corvo suddenly gets up and fetches him breakfast. Even more so at how carefully it is balanced, complete with more words of wisdom. He's not used to this sort of treatment at all. He's used to being the one who prepares, who provides. First with his mother when her mental state was too far gone, then at his multitude of tavern jobs, and more recently with his old group of traveling companions.

For a long moment, it's all he can do to stare at the plate in front him, piled with plenty of eggs, sausage, tomato, and wedges of bread. ]


Th... thanks. I don't, but... should be just fine with all this.

[ Having noticed Corvo's watchful eye, he's almost hesitant to start eating, but eventually he does. He picks up a fork in his right hand and one of the pieces of bread in his left. A moment later, he's browned it to toast and is offering it back to Corvo as an odd little thanks. ]
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-12-01 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ After Corvo accepts the toast, he browns his own bread with a tiny spell and gets to steadily eating away at the pile on his plate. He's mid chew when he has to swallow a mouthful of tomato and eggs back to answer. ]

Yeah, I'm used to carryin' Elvish waybread. It's sorta like tack but a lot more fillin'. Somethin' about the flour-

[ He stops at Corvo's second question and... freezes. As though hit by a cold wave. The sight of the light blue swirling around Corvo's hand takes him straight back to part of what he originally came to talk about. That cold venture through Ajna's last blizzard, when he was fading in and out of awareness, and Corvo had done... something to get him to safety faster. It had saved his life, but he couldn't shake the feeling that it had done something else too.

He abruptly shakes his head to shake the intrusive memory off. Also to answer Corvo. ]


Nah, I... just my kucks, but I don't usually fight that close range to use them.

[ When he goes back to his breakfast, the eagerness he was eating with before is gone. He picks at it a moment, then looks up distractedly. ]

Do you smell that? It smells like... I dunno, like salt water all the sudden.

[ Like salt water and low hanging fog and cold. But that's a ridiculous set of scents for where they are. He goes back to pushing his eggs around. ]

Never mind, it's probly just this bein' too salty.
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-12-11 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ He takes another tentative bite of eggs. No, they aren't too salty. The smell isn't coming from the food. ]

Not yet. We'll probly get to guns whenever Shepard and Aeryn's classes start. I'll get through this test without them. Never needed them before, don't wanna start needin' them.

[ The sent of ocean is fading, but now he can't seem to shake that earlier sensation of cold. Why had he suddenly become so cold when Corvo lit up his hand with magic? It glowed blue, so similar to the dark ice magic of his world, but Corvo was certainly not an ice mage. His magic was closer to... well, he can't really relate it to anything of Erden, though it feels similar to Death manipulation. He'd still rather Corvo have that over ice.

Ice. His mind fills with half-remembered images from the blizzard, of a whiteness too thick to see through, of air too frozen to breathe, and a sensation of moving through something. Whatever it was, it... might have smelled like salt water. The memory is too blurred to recall. But he remembers moving too fast and too slow all at once. It made his chest hurt... makes his chest hurt...

Jasper shivers and suddenly the cold is gone. He's been staring at his still full plate, idly pushing a piece of sausage around. He's not sure for how long. ]
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[personal profile] brokentoaster 2014-12-14 10:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ That seems to snap him out of the lingering memories just long enough to get ahold of his senses. ]

Don't want you to go easy.

[ Finally he stabs and eats the sausage he'd been pushing around. No, he doesn't want Corvo or anyone to go easy on him for any sort of training. His head feels clearer as his will returns, and with it, his appetite. Soon the entire plate is polished, a tall glass of juice drained along with it. Nothing much else is said as he finishes. Strange, haunting magic or not, Corvo's silent presence is enough to keep him company. ]